Colourblind!

Felt blue...

When I realised that moments we got to spend together were so few!

Felt green...

When i heard you mentioning people I have not even seen!

Felt yellow...

When you didn’t have time for me and I felt like just another fellow!

But then, I make myself feel fine...

And I think about the day we two had gone out together to dine! J

Nobody had told me that this feeling is so great

Envy, love, hatred, restlessness.. all found in the same plate

Even though sometimes things are not meant to materialise

One learns to put up a brave face when inside the heart cries...

Felt red...

When you spent the last weekend with all of them and not me instead!

Felt black...

When I think about all the things that I feel I lack!

Felt jaded...

When responses from your side started to get faded!

But then, I make myself feel sublime...

And I think about your laugh, your voice on the phone and those eyes that shine! :) 

I cherish the fact that its You whom I so closely got to know

Now, the rest of the things I seriously don’t mind

And dont worry about me, I will control these random outflows

Even if that means i have to go colourblind.